I just had a shot of rum. Wow. I had to do it since I could not handle the though of you falling in love with that girl. It has been about 2 years now but the feeling is just so raw I am bleeding now. It’s clear now that I want you back. I really thought I just love you since we’d been together for such a long time, now I realize I love you not because we had been together long but because I think you are my true love. I want you back so bad I am having my depression, or so I think. Take me back.