Tonight, just an hour ago, the truth that I had not anticipated slap me hard in the face. I asked my ex-boyfriend thru text if he still loves me and the only reply I got was that he’s not sure. It is like saying ‘not anymore is a nice way. It was heart wrenching but liberating in a way. I know my way now, that is to go to thew opposite direction. It is the start of my realization that it’s all over, finally over.
I wanna cry, I wanna mourn for the lost love, the man that I loved the longest. I wanna cry for letting go of that love. I wanna cry.